So. You stopped texting me at about 1:30. which is cool. you probably fell asleep. I feel like i pushed the sex, issue too much. I don't know what bothered me so much about it. It makes me really insecure. I don't think I would have been able to stand it. I hope you're not losing any feelings for me. God, I wish for you to like me every day.

Please. If you're listening. Please. Let everything be okay.