So, I think I'm slightly buzzed. I can think for myself, but everything is moving. Is this what alcohol does to me? It's quite the wonderful feeling. To be honest, I haven't thought about her in a while. I just don't care. anymore. My head is spinning. Hah. So. It's 5:08. And I'm slightly buzzed. Wonderful fucking feeling. I'm letting it process. Oh, lord. I love this feeling. It's awesome. I'm not in a stupor, I'm not acting stupidly. I'm just sitting at my desk, my head spinning. Oh, it's a wonderful feeling. I love it. I love it. All my pain is going. I'm alive. But I'm tired. I think I'll go to sleep. Anyway, I came here to say, that I'm not thinking about you, or the potential like you might have for me. For the first time. It really is amazing. But, I know I will in the morning. And I want you to know that I want you to like me. It would make my year.

So, hello afternoon or morning me, whichever, I was buzzed or drunk at 5:12 AM. hahah.