mind. insanity. people. why are you awake? go to sleep. cutting. red. blood. black. blood. slit. cut. cut. wrists. wrists. sunday. wrists. impressions. sharpening knife. parents. alone. why am i so alone? what is wrong with me? blood. cutting. knife. pain. numbness. bloodshot eyes. anger. anger. rage. fury. screaming. parents. downstairs. why is she downstairs? no talking. cut. cut. slice. blood. blood. white. blood. slit my wrists. insanity. i’m insane. asylum. nothing to eat. i want to die. i want to fucking die. i want to bleed. i want to cut myself bad. i want to hurt. i want to pain. i want to die. crying. anger. tears. why are you doing this to me? blood. anger. tears. punch. the wall. the sun is going to rise. why can’t i just die? i’m so angry. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK .WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. someone kill me. someone kill me. gruesome death. crying. knife. knife. knife. into my skin. screamo. screaming. i want to screaming. breathing heavily. someone shoot me. someone kill me. anger. fury. rage. shallow breaths. what the fuck is wrong with me? i have the strangest urge to punch something. cut. cut. blood. blood. blood. blood. blood. blood. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME? someone help me. someone help me. someone help me. SOMEONE HELP ME. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME? oh god. oh god. oh god. i’m breaking. this is it. this is it. fists clenched. someone help me.